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Wednesday Jan 21, 2004

Jan 21, 2004
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So these last two days I've been outside in the real world, well atleast I've changed the decor in the scene, now it mostly contains my friend's livingroom with a cpl of other friends. but hey, that's nice, now my concerns are over, well not over... i just ignore the fact that I have problems now. Hehe, i live in denial it seems, well not really. but it doesn't push me down as much as it did so far.

I wonder though how long this masquerade can be kept up to myself. When will reality hunt me down and what will I do.

Though I am trying to get the money from my studies, I wonder how that will turn out though. I could settle for any damn job for about 1 month, well not any job. Allready been there and I am not going down that lane again. Solve it up in a spoon and inject it, that's not far from the truth as my life was a cpl of years ago.

I guess I should be real happy with my life as it is now, I mean I could beat my former problems, why shouldn't I be able to beat it this time? Hmms, I keep asking myself that, and I think I know what the answer would be... those problems didn't involve money... well in one form they did, but not like this.

"like the naked leads the blind I know I am selfish I am unkind..."
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ash:
ooooooooooh, he's got good taste in music too! thanks for the comments hun. smile

seems like lately everyone I know is going through some really rough times. i know what you mean abt keeping up the masquerade, it just sucks when other ppl know you're bummin, so you try to tune it out... and when are you to deal with it? hell, when I find out ... Illl let ya know wink
Jan 22, 2004
malloreigh:
freezing is understandable during winter! we've had a pretty mild winter so far, it seems.
Jan 22, 2004

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