"Where's my nurse? I need some healing, I've been paralyzed by this lack of feeling..." Yeah, this could be how I feel, though it is not. But it would be a true pleasure not being able to have anything feelings, atleast not these which I am having. Apathy (though not a feeling) mixed with angst.
Fuck, what a terrible day this is... my eyes are sore and probably all red from all the crying I've done today. It couldn't get any fucking worse. Atleast not that I could think of at this moment.
So what am I supposed to do? I don't even have the money to move away somewhere, somewhere far away. I could sell my cameras to get out of this mess, but no chance in hell. I'd rather run away from my problems than to sell my cameras.
Hmms, so is there any bright sides of this story? None that I could think of actually. Though there must be some, just that I can't think of any so far. Today again, I complain alot.
I just came to think about something, I wonder where all my "beautiful" moments have gone? I used to have alot of them when I was younger, about 16-18, though now I have none.
Oh, how I want to go and take a swim and see how far out in the ocean I can swim before going weary and tired in my legs and arms. Though I am not going to do that. That would be giving up, and I am not there quite yet and I hope I never will.
Fuck, what a terrible day this is... my eyes are sore and probably all red from all the crying I've done today. It couldn't get any fucking worse. Atleast not that I could think of at this moment.
So what am I supposed to do? I don't even have the money to move away somewhere, somewhere far away. I could sell my cameras to get out of this mess, but no chance in hell. I'd rather run away from my problems than to sell my cameras.
Hmms, so is there any bright sides of this story? None that I could think of actually. Though there must be some, just that I can't think of any so far. Today again, I complain alot.
I just came to think about something, I wonder where all my "beautiful" moments have gone? I used to have alot of them when I was younger, about 16-18, though now I have none.
Oh, how I want to go and take a swim and see how far out in the ocean I can swim before going weary and tired in my legs and arms. Though I am not going to do that. That would be giving up, and I am not there quite yet and I hope I never will.
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Well, it depends on where you are and who you go to.
Some areas have great weed, and others only see dirt.
I'm in Indiana, and can get anything from brown and seedy to blueberry.
Although once or twice a year it dries up around here and you can't find any commercial. (But the nice stuff is almost always around. Too bad it costs twice as much.)