vitamins

I love those days were you just feel content in the moment. Today is one of those, I haven't really done much but I just feel happy. I painted a little hated the end result and it doesn't matter art doest have to be perfect.

I am excited though I am going to Halloween Haunt with one of my best friends and her boyfriend I have never been in all the years I have lived in CA. It has been a while since I have gotten to spend any time with my bff I do hate that the boyfriend has to come every were we go, I like him but at the end of the day when they go home together and I go home alone I get just a little depressed I spend the rest of the night lying on my black shaggy rug in the living room listening to Nina Simone and wondering what is wrong with me that I have no one. But I do get over it quickly because then reality hits and I remember that I don't want or need a relationship right now.