Help I cant sleep, my mind wont shut up and I don't fall asleep until 3 or 5 in the morning then I don't get out of bed until 2 pm. I know some of you think this is nice to sleep in so late but it is getting old I start a new job at the end of the month and I will have to be able to get up early. I have been using my xanax as a sleep aid it some times helps.
I did have a nice night last night I went to Hollywood with one of my best friends we walked around, I bought 5 cds and 2 dvds at Virgin megastore and had to beg my friend to leave so I wouldn't buy anything else. There were lots of people dressed up like Spider man, Michael Myers, Jason and there was a clown on stilts. We were going to see a movie but the next showing wasn't until 1030 pm and we still had an hour drive back home so we had decided that was to late for a movie and then later I thought to myself that it really wasn't to late since I can fuck'en sleep anyway.
I did have a nice night last night I went to Hollywood with one of my best friends we walked around, I bought 5 cds and 2 dvds at Virgin megastore and had to beg my friend to leave so I wouldn't buy anything else. There were lots of people dressed up like Spider man, Michael Myers, Jason and there was a clown on stilts. We were going to see a movie but the next showing wasn't until 1030 pm and we still had an hour drive back home so we had decided that was to late for a movie and then later I thought to myself that it really wasn't to late since I can fuck'en sleep anyway.
i have that problem with sleep. i find myself sometimes going to bed ridicuolously early because i KNOW it's going to take hours for me to GET to sleep, like i can't get the cogs in my thought-machine to stop working. i find listening to music on headphones helps. when i GET to sleep, i sleep. it's just GETTING to sleep that's the problem.
channeling my angst into painting. that's more or less what i'm doing. i've been off work this week, and aside from a couple of daytrips, i've been painting for hours in pretty much every room of my apartment. a lot of it is just kind of a mess, but it's cathartic. as you say, it's hard to sleep with a knife in your back, but getting to the end of the day and feeling like you've accomplished something helps. that said, i can't wait to go back to work - i'm twiddling my thumbs a bit now.
have a good weekend