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Lovely Loneliness

Jun 4, 2016
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I've noticed something about myself......

Seven (plus) years ago, I was the guy who wanted to go everywhere. I could turn anything into a party. I was the guy that brought the beer/liquor and the music and was the center of attention. I loved being around others, a total extrovert.

I've found out after a deployment into war we never should've been in, working a job within the Marines that tortured me, and my mom's death has twisted me. I don't like large crowds, I can't stand the smell of alcohol, have bouts of depression, anxiety attacks happen at the spur of a moment.....and I can't stand people for very long. I like being alone, a lot. I wouldn't say I'm a total isolationist, but I can't take huge crowds anymore. Now, a total introvert.

It's a bit surreal how my Briggs-Meyers score has changed in only a decade.

Anyone else?

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