wow, i cannot believe how easily the wrong things have consumed my life and i think its bein overwhelmed with trying to be a cracker jack of all trades. shitty.
listen. its weird. i work a job i fucking HATE, but cant quit cuz i need the insurance now aint that a bitch. now i could be a baller and just get on medicaid or whatever but thats whack. anyways. i got another baby on the way so its a must i have insurance. im actually workin on a deal with a friend of mine to get on with the town as an operator that would be dope. it would put me home everynite and id have lots of time to get a second job doin what i love to do, cuz this one actually pays less than what i currently have but it wont blow as much.
dont get me wrong i live good. i got a house, i drive a fucking excursion , i got a built as 77 cherokee sitting in the garage thats about to be unleashed on some rock gardens this summer and theres a lil bit of money in the bank, but the things i gotta go thru to have a good life and just insane! what the fuck. my question is, how do poor people make it? i mean seriously. i do blow alot of money but for somebody that only made 32k last year i got a lot to show for it. hell my kids got enuff shit for five 3 year olds.
anyways, changes are coming. really the only reason im typin so much is cuz im in a good mindset and why is that you may ask. well im in my hotel room that ive been in for 3 years, but my roomate got put on nite shift so im here by myself and im doin what i like to do. jammin out to some great hiphop! hes a redneck and likes to watch tv so im usually fucked on gettin in the right mood. did i mention i hate my job?
listen. its weird. i work a job i fucking HATE, but cant quit cuz i need the insurance now aint that a bitch. now i could be a baller and just get on medicaid or whatever but thats whack. anyways. i got another baby on the way so its a must i have insurance. im actually workin on a deal with a friend of mine to get on with the town as an operator that would be dope. it would put me home everynite and id have lots of time to get a second job doin what i love to do, cuz this one actually pays less than what i currently have but it wont blow as much.
dont get me wrong i live good. i got a house, i drive a fucking excursion , i got a built as 77 cherokee sitting in the garage thats about to be unleashed on some rock gardens this summer and theres a lil bit of money in the bank, but the things i gotta go thru to have a good life and just insane! what the fuck. my question is, how do poor people make it? i mean seriously. i do blow alot of money but for somebody that only made 32k last year i got a lot to show for it. hell my kids got enuff shit for five 3 year olds.
anyways, changes are coming. really the only reason im typin so much is cuz im in a good mindset and why is that you may ask. well im in my hotel room that ive been in for 3 years, but my roomate got put on nite shift so im here by myself and im doin what i like to do. jammin out to some great hiphop! hes a redneck and likes to watch tv so im usually fucked on gettin in the right mood. did i mention i hate my job?