holy crap i have wasted three days now on my laptop, just paruzing around dreaming of having all the thing i want out of life, both inanimate and personal affects.
i have a huge decision to make by next week. i have to decide wether or not to attend college now or wait till fall. its really scary to think about it, because i cant afford it and i have no money, and i really am in a situation where i need my medical insurance, its not like i can just go get on medicaid or some other shit. so i gotta decide wether or not to stick out work till august or give it up now and just see what happens. i have no money saved up and really my checking account is negative right now. fuuuuck. i better wait. damn it.
i have a huge decision to make by next week. i have to decide wether or not to attend college now or wait till fall. its really scary to think about it, because i cant afford it and i have no money, and i really am in a situation where i need my medical insurance, its not like i can just go get on medicaid or some other shit. so i gotta decide wether or not to stick out work till august or give it up now and just see what happens. i have no money saved up and really my checking account is negative right now. fuuuuck. i better wait. damn it.
acacia:
Yeah, I know how you feel. I want to go to hair school in Roanoke, and there's one spot open for this summer when I move there, or I can wait until January 2009. I really wanna hurry up and go, but I don't wanna move and go to school right in the same month...so much to throw on myself. So, I'm thinking my best option may be to wait it out until I get money matters situated. Which sucks, because I am a very impatient person, and I want school so bad!