thinkin back. ever remember the ole times you used to have and wish you could go back to them or atleast wonder what the hell changed between then and now and ask yourself where did i fuck up ? i do, and have here lately. i can pinpoint alot of it to one even in my life that ill never regret, but its changed everything, but me. yeah sure i dont get to do the things i used to do but im still me im just localized.
currently workin on takin things back to they usedta was ( is that a sentence?) i just love livin and unfortunately at this point in time im not doin that at all. i remember back in 1999 when i though damn this is the year then shit happened and i was off then i came back on strong in 2001 and held it strong till 2003 and those were the years, great times. the best of my life so far. it all started to fade away sometime in late 2003 when i bought a jeep. a cj5 to be exact. that changed a lot of things for me. yeah i know, what the fuck does havin a jeep change life. well i quit goin to shows and invested all my time into building that thing. sure it was a sweet ride and i loved it but i sold it in hard times. been in hard times ever since . its weird and odd and hard to pull away from. how can i let go? im secure but im broke, im miserable, but cant leave because i over think things . im sure ill get over it. i always bounce back. ive had this same converstation with my self 3 times now. i dont know if ill ever learn
currently workin on takin things back to they usedta was ( is that a sentence?) i just love livin and unfortunately at this point in time im not doin that at all. i remember back in 1999 when i though damn this is the year then shit happened and i was off then i came back on strong in 2001 and held it strong till 2003 and those were the years, great times. the best of my life so far. it all started to fade away sometime in late 2003 when i bought a jeep. a cj5 to be exact. that changed a lot of things for me. yeah i know, what the fuck does havin a jeep change life. well i quit goin to shows and invested all my time into building that thing. sure it was a sweet ride and i loved it but i sold it in hard times. been in hard times ever since . its weird and odd and hard to pull away from. how can i let go? im secure but im broke, im miserable, but cant leave because i over think things . im sure ill get over it. i always bounce back. ive had this same converstation with my self 3 times now. i dont know if ill ever learn
Confusing situations suck! And funny how we're both caught in the same mood today. Ugh, sucks! At least we aren't alone, I suppose.