visionfromacrash

Well well well....last night was productive.

2 years of work out the window, and me losing one of my longest lasting friends...happy holidays everyone...anybody wants a christmas idea? Something to blind me for a few weeks

I hate the fact that I can't get off the naive hope that this person will call. I know their answer, and I know it only because this is just a repeat of a previous situation. Fuck me for not learning the first or second times.

My past comes to haunt me in funny, funny ways........................

I'm in a funk and I can't kick this,...
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I've been waiting on a phone call for some time.

Its a life-changer, or it will be. Either way, its been over delayed, and yet, its early. No matter what, it will be simultaneously too soon, and too late.

Sound familiar to anyone?

I could post this on billboards, and you'd never see it.

Wow. Its snowing outside. White chistmas, or whatever the hell you wanna call it now.

I'm home now through the 20th, so if anyone is doing something in the cleveland area...shoot me a line.

To those who are stilll in school: My pities.

Now, back to Temple of Doom

I finished for the quarter...and freedom has never felt so sweet. In fact, I'm going to sleep in tomorrow in order to celebrate.

And then I'll do....ah, how about nothing?

:-D

I hate finals.

3/4th done...and bite me, all of you who are done and home now.

wish me luck...

Edit: RIP Dimebag Darrell, and all who died at last night's shooting. I am truly saddened by what this world has come to, and my hopes go out to the families of the wounded.

Haha!


Longest final today took 45 minutes..

And there are finally pictures. Pardon crappiness, but I don't really have a camera, so I borrowed a friend's webcam.

Note the fist of fury. It has been present so much this quarter.

God Dammit.

I slept 3 hours, woke up wide awake.

I'm trying it again until I get it right.

Wish me luck on my first two finals.

More sleep troubles-I've started to wake up saying things. Its not that this disturbs me so much as its odd. I've never really done it before.


There's an empty room around me, because my roommate moved out. Its interesting to hear the room echo (note: Echo again-it was empty when I first got here).

My finals are tuesday and thursday, with two tests on the...
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I can't sleep much at all (I slept all day yesterday)

About a third of my side of the floor is moving off (roughly two whole rooms)

I want to go smoke something. Ironically, I don't smoke tobacco, and weed hasn't been much to my taste. Right now? I'm craving Djarum Blacks. Expensive, and bad for me..but they smell so good..

At this point, if...
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