visionfromacrash

So, I don't know why things like this happen.

I recently cut a quote un quote Monkey off my back, and it felt great for a while, because I felt independant. I felt...strong for once.

Isn't there a Phil Collins song about this?

And of course, like all good things, it ended before I could appreciate it. I really don't like being strong anymore-for anyone....
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Ohayocon is this weekend!! Wooooooo!!

Time to once again make an international ass of myself!

Woooo!

Its like I'm here and the people next to me are miles away

Each day I wake
slip on the image you wish to see
just for your sake
I'll be whoever you want me to be

And inside I'll wither and die
as falsehood replaces identity
but no more tears can I cry
Over something that you call charity

And yet again
when I leave you I will grow
into something you'll never know
twirling, tumbling into...
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Ugh. It was the first day of classes, and a tough one at that.

I'm so tired, but its off to work for me.

Funny stories:

I was trying to find a shirt of "The Cramps" and I found a site titled "All about my vagina."

I'm going to be a drunk for Ohayocon.

I thought a girl liked me, and then found out that...she...
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And here I am, back in Cbus for another quarter.

Ohayocon countdown-17 days. My new roommate is due tomorrow, too. I've got so much work to do before then, but I wanted to update.

Tonight and tomorrow night, I have the joy of working 9pm to 7am. I'm looking forward to being an extreme dork during that time (Lets just say I've got Daifuku, and...
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Hey Hey,

Well, I am here indeed, though I'm surprised. Its mainly because my uncle (props to him) brought a laptop. So c'mon, people. Give me responses, cuz I'm such an attention whore. Hehehe. That reminds me of a very sugarey day where I stated that I'm like a clitoris...Don't mind me, I'm fairly high off these cold meds for some reason or another.

I...
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I'm out for a few days. Happy holidays to you all.

I hate the damn greyhound, and every columbus cab service.

and the snow.

I'm sick now because I waited an hour in the goddamn cold for two cabs that never came, so I almost missed my bus. My RA was nice enough to give me a ride, and I'm glad for it, because I made my bus (it left late). And then, we got caught...
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Well, I've found something new in life, but lost something in order to do so.

Indifference. It was like there was a small switch in my mind that was turned to off. Note its not complete, but the feeling of being zen master to some things is comforting.

The cost?: A friend I've had since Junior year of high school; Scratch that...It was a weird...
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