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Sometimes, I'm amazed I can continue going on and remain in the small degree of sanity I have.

I wonder though, why I'm not content in life.
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I find I either can't sleep anymore, or I oversleep.

And please, wake me if I'm dreaming.

I am trying to start therapy again because I know I need to be at my strongest for France. I also need to be at my strongest for myself.

DopeSpike, you said I look nothing like my profile picture, and to an extent, you're right. I'm not...
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marcu_s:
word.
ovida:
Ah, therapy. Not so fun, but France is yummy...kinda dirty...it ruined my Red cherry flip-flops. I shake my fist at you Paris, causing me girlie fashion woes...
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I realized tonight why I've had this dread creeping up the back of my spine. I'm actually scared about going to France. Its a long way off, but a lot of factors about it scare and worry me.

I've become a reading machine recently.
dopespike:
hehe, good luck with the french man. I'm in a nother state but I sure could imagine how freaky it would be to be out of the country. Save your pennies now bro. I don't think you can get a job there with just a student visa.
punknitemike:
when are you going to france & what for?
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Damn work.

I couldn't come to the Engagement party for Redviolet and Heidiness because of it. frown Hope everyone had a good time, though.

On a side note- Does anyone have the 99 red ballons mix of 99 problems (and a bitch ain't one)? I've been looking since the MSI concert, and have yet to have luck.
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foxgemini:
I was just wondering if you still owned a cello and if you would be interested in possibly doing some recording sometime. I'm not sure what will be going on in the near future, but if you're interested, I will keep you posted.

Later.

Tim.
foxgemini:
The big thing you'll need is an ability to improvise. I would like to kind of let you react to the music and put a line of your own into it.

Tim.
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Post-MSI update:

The show was orgasmic, and there were plenty of pretty girls to look at (not to forget the bassist and drummer). Morningwood was...interesting. Killradio not bad at all.

It was good to meet some more members, like finally meeting PunkNiteMike, and also meeting marcu_s and foxgemini as a bonus. It was all super cool, and I'm still fairly giddy.

I got all...
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visionfromacrash:
Forgot to say I also met 501blue, and Joey, in the company of Dopespike. All in all a cool day.
punknitemike:
so since you play cello...do ya like the band Rasputina?
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Things are patched up between my roommate and I, but thats not as important as....


I'M GOING TO FRANCE!!!!!!!!!!!!! biggrin biggrin biggrin biggrin biggrin biggrin biggrin biggrin biggrin biggrin biggrin biggrin biggrin biggrin biggrin biggrin biggrin biggrin biggrin biggrin biggrin biggrin biggrin biggrin biggrin biggrin biggrin biggrin biggrin biggrin biggrin biggrin biggrin biggrin biggrin biggrin biggrin biggrin biggrin biggrin biggrin biggrin

FUCK YEA!
punknitemike:
gimme a call round 7ish tommorrow evening...we should be in town right around then & will probably just head to the newport to get in line. should be fun & looking forward to meeting ya!
foxgemini:
It was nice meeting you too.

I was going to ask you, do you own a cello? Because I am trying to get together a music project and it might be cool to at least try cello on one of the songs.

Give me a couple of weeks to work out the details with the guys I'm working with, and then, if you've got an instrument, we can get you down to Dayton in the next month or so and give the thing a shot.

I think cello really works in rock and roll, although usually it is used as sort of a "filler" instrument, which is a real bore. Plus, the project we are working on is going to be an avant-garde type of thing. I want it to be musical, but also noisy.

Let me know if you are interested. No worries, if not.

I'm glad you got in the pit. At least one of us wasn't a pussy tonight! Talk to you later.

Tim.
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My roommate and I got into a fight...it was our first "real" one, and it kind of scares me. Its not that we shouted or anything, but at the end, I felt like I'd fucked up the one solid thing I had going. I was an asshole to him during it, and I admit it. I just hope he forgives me. Otherwise, I might be...
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Yay for unintentional naps- I took one lasting like, 4 hours.

Maybe something's wrong with me besides the obvious.

MSI concert this week (hell yes)-No classes or work friday (see last parentheses), Someone hang out with me after the concert until like, 4 or something. Pleeeease.

So, the dresden dolls concert (as I didn't stay for the black keys):

I really only liked the Bravery...
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cinder:
bahahahahahahahahahahaha!!!!
love love love love love love love love

-P/S-tyty blush
lexie:
id be rather fond of a drunken girl grinding on me at this point in time wink

star wars poptarts! whoa thats too much for me to handle..
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Its amazing how hard it is for me to do a clean break, but it was a neccessary thing for me to do.

I had a friend, who in all honesty was just...well, things weren't working out. So, after multiple fights, and vicious cycles of strange friendship, I decided it was time to go.

And it took more effort than anything that I've done socially....
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501blue:
enh, they're not really my thing.
redviolet:
geesh ur more than welcome to come. smile
i just won't let ya drink.

but please come...have sum food at least. smile
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Still looking for playlist ideas- e-mail me/get them to me.

The bands:
Green Day
The Offspring
Black Flag
Social Distortion
Depeche mode
The Ramones
The Smiths


I just wrote a 6 page paper in a day about Anime convention culture. I think I've reached a new level of dorkhood. Really, all thats left is a conclusion and diagrams (oh god does it need diagrams). Yay...
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dopespike:
dude, Bad Habit is the perfect driving song. I recommend 100% for your play list.