visionfromacrash

You know, there's nothing like a countdown.

So, I have less than 4 days left in this country until december. Needless to say, I look forward to it, but I still have a lot to do.

I'd like ideas on movies to take with me, so that if I have them, I can take them. Any who can help, I'd love ya for it.

Also,...
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My apologies. Last update was written in state of whining.

I'd like to open this by saying that I'm a very, very weak man.

Its not so much what I did do, as what I didn't do, and to avoid lowering your opinions of me, I'll spare you the details.

I find it amusing that I'm in a fairly chaste relationship when I'm not a chaste person. This girl doesn't even make out, and I...
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Gee, work was cancelled again.

Let me explain the uselessness that is my job. At the start of summer, we checked people in for orientation, and handled their housing. Now that that is over, to justify our income, we're doing room inspections. Problem is, we have a crew of 19 on salaried pay (they had a crew of 4 on hourly last year), Therefore, we...
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You know you reach a new low point when you look at your past and envy it, sordid as it was.

I've taken to sleeping during the day when I don't work. Its not that I have this "fuck all" attitude about work, I just...can't get up. I don't understand why, but then again, how much of my life actually makes enough sense to understand?...
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Hey, if anyone wants a postcard from me during my stay in France, drop me a message/comment. Eventually, I'll need addresses.

Aside from that, I've made no progress on packing, but I'll do it this weekend.

My libido called me last night, and it said:

"Hey, remember me? Now hump your best friend."

Good thing I have self-control. Its funny, though. I've known her for...almost 5 years now, and just now I find myself attracted to her.

But, I won't go through with it, because I know her well enough to be wary. That, and my relationships have a history of...
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I saw a friend I hadn't seen in a while today...its weird. I'm really happy she has someone now, though part of me wishes I was there instead.

You see, she came down this past winter, and we had fun, in a flirty sense, but I just never found the passion I wanted in a relationship from her. Now, it seems like she has it....
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Hey, if anyone wants to hang out before I go to France, I'm going to be in Cleveland This weekend and August 24th-September 2nd. Otherwise, Columbus!

Anyone helping me with playlists, message me.

Well, medication is now in the process of being worked out. Yay.

Yay for starting midnights.

Actually, I'm kind of pissed today. Just a lot of red tape bullshit over my medication (which I kind of need in France).

I'm sick and tired of dealing with insurance, and even more sick of taking medications. Ah well. In this case, there's not much choice.

The Roommate moved out, the roommate moved out...hi ho the dairy oh my roommate moved out!




And, as before:

Hey, I need fans of these bands for a music endeavor: Creating the best playlist for my trip to France.

Depeche Mode
The Smiths
Bad Religion
Black Flag
Goldfinger
Green Day
Johnny Cash
Modest Mouse
REM
The Ramones

Its not that I don't like these bands,...
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