I'm developing 2 split personas that are trying to destroy each other. One side, the professional is coming together with school, physical features and a substantial career. That part of myself is very content. The other side, or more personal side is falling apart. That part of me is becoming more lonely with every day and feeling like I am settling with the people I know. That part of me is feeling more and more rejected by this city, though I'm accomplishing a great deal. I feel that I have all this love, ideas and dreams to express but no one to share them. Sooner or later these dueling personalities will collide on my own battlefield. Maybe I think too much. Maybe I'm growing up. Maybe I'm going crazy
