visible13

I'm developing 2 split personas that are trying to destroy each other. One side, the professional is coming together with school, physical features and a substantial career. That part of myself is very content. The other side, or more personal side is falling apart. That part of me is becoming more lonely with every day and feeling like I am settling with the people I...
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1 day left of school then the debauchery can begin

My mom came to visit this weekend. She wasn't here 30 minutes and told me I dress like shit and asked me why I don't have a girlfriend. At least I got some new clothes now. Look out...

Halycon by Orbital has to be one of the best songs ever made.


that is all

Sometimes I wish Wednesdays could be more like St. Elmo's Fire

I'm gonna try to update once a day, even if for a minute. Nothing new to speak of. For some reason i've been on a techno kick for 2 weeks

...but got it just don't get it 'til there's nothing at all


why is that song still in my head? Thanks Kellie

So it's December 1st and I'm at home sick. I usually don't get sick very often but when I do, it's a nightmare. I usually act irrationally and have a grip of hallucinations. I only slept 2 hours because of the crazy things I was seeing. One time when I was 15 I had the flu and I stayed in bed most of the day...
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Damn, I messed up and have a new crush on someone. Get ready for nothing

I saw Duran Duran in concert last night. It was a pretty cool show, although the programs cost $30. They wanted $30 for a program wrapped in silver cellophane so you couldn't see the cover. Judging by the wrapping it looked like a special edition of Playgirl or something with Simon LeBon as the centerfold (fucking ewww). In edition to the high priced merchandise, the...
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My body and mind are starting to lose communication with each other. Mainly my face. The other day I pulled a jaw muscle while eating cereal. Yes, eating cereal. It's still sore. The next day I bit the inside of my mouth in 2 different places. Then, on Sunday I burnt the ba-jesus out of my self on pizza. Now I have a bug bite...
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I've been listening to the Bloodhound Gang for the past 2 weeks, and I don't think I can stop. Please help me