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Friday Jan 07, 2005

Jan 7, 2005
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Ok so I had a really happy dream about a sort of ex( that broke my heart), and now I cant get him out of my head. We are on good terms and talk via email, IM and sometimes the phone a few times a month. For some reason the dream really brought up old strong feelings, and this makes me feel really bad because I have a boyfriend. The ex lives very far away so its not like there is any temptation or anything its just the fact that I am thinking about someone else and questioning my feelings for my boyfriend. I love my guy but it has been a really hard relationship with lots of fights and near breakups. Also I dont see myself getting to the point with him where I would want to marry him, yes I know things could change but as of now I dont see it happening. So this and the fact that just a dream about an ex makes me have second thoughts about my current situation makes me sad. confused confused confused confused confused confused confused confused confused confused
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squidproquo:
i hear ya. i've had smiliar things happen to me. i was happily living with my husband (we weren't yet married at the time), and we were expecting a baby. one night, i dreamt about my first love, who had left me while on a drug binge a few years earlier. it made me wonder how he was, and what he was doing. after that, i would start thinking "wow, what if he was still here" and all of that, and it made me question what i was doing with my soon-tob-be husband. then, out of the clear blue sky, the ex called me. and after that, it made me realize that even thoug hhe'll always have a special place inb my heart, and i will always hope that things work out for him, that i was thinking about him so much because i had no closure.

sorry for the long story, and i'm not sure if that's what you're looking for. but in my experience, dreaming and thinking about guys past happens because there's still a little bit of that "what if". maybe its happening to you right now because you're not sure of the current situation with your new guy. good luck!
Jan 9, 2005
snaggle_puss:
Damn girl, that is rough. Good luck, and hopefully tonight when you dream it will be of me dancing. wink kiss

Jan 10, 2005

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