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Jon kissed me.

Yesterday, Jon kissed me.

And gods I totally fucked it over!!!

Jon and I were talking and we ran out of things to say to each other, and I knew he was trying to get the balls to actually kiss me but I didn't actually think he would.

Well, he did. And I totally reacted in the wrong way. I was caught so off guard that when his lips met mine I opened my eyes really wide and nearly screamed "HELLO". And he backed away and I felt really bad for it and started saying, "Oh wow, that was the wrong reaction- wasn't it? Wow, I'm sorry.. I'm so sorry.. that was definitely the wrong thing to say..."

And so that was my first kiss in all technicality. And then he went on about how I rejected him and I felt so bad about it, so we decided to try again and it went fine and everything... then two seconds into it he promptly stuck his tongue down my throat. And I was kind of freaking out 'cause I had no idea what to do so I just tried to go along with it and I ended up gagging and biting his tongue (not hard or anything but I still did). And then I left ton of drool on his mouth and it was so terrible. Well, it couldn't have been all as terrible as I thought I was because he kissed me again... and then again...

Then he had to leave. So that was the story of my first kiss! I know that was really boring... but I was excited about it. Sorry for rambling about it, I've just wanted it for so long.

AND NOW FOR THE QUESTION:

Does anybody have any tips on how to kiss better? 'Cause I royally suck at it.

-Samm