violetred

i have a date tonight, with someone completely different.

lately, i feel like my life is "sex in the city" with a different guy to date each weekend. it is really not as glamorous as it sounds. i am ready for a nice, good guy...who treats me well and is not looking out for the next girl to fuck on the side. i am not sure how much longer i can look before i give up.

i guess we'll see how this goes tonight. he is a soccer-playing engineer that works for u-m. the thing is that he is cute...which is a sure sign that he will fuck me over and cheat on me. but i suppose i should wait to actually meet him before i pass judgement. i am finding it extremely hard to trust any man. i feel cursed.