god, i feel like i will be waiting for him until doomsday. 
i like him and all, but this is getting ridiculous. maybe i am just too available...it comes off as desperate. and i am horny as all fucking get out, and of course THAT comes off as desperate.
i am sad. all week i looked forward to thursday for some stupid reason...and then my reason to look forward evaporates and is taken away. how patient can one woman be? i feel like a fucking fool! i fucking hate boys! (cue the creepy myspace messages "i would never stand you up!" and "that guy must be gay or something." just because i am lonely does not mean i want you!)
my spirit is crushed. i must not be very important compared to an ER full of hurting people...
and, in closing, i can't believe i shaved my legs for this...disappointment!!
i like him and all, but this is getting ridiculous. maybe i am just too available...it comes off as desperate. and i am horny as all fucking get out, and of course THAT comes off as desperate.
i am sad. all week i looked forward to thursday for some stupid reason...and then my reason to look forward evaporates and is taken away. how patient can one woman be? i feel like a fucking fool! i fucking hate boys! (cue the creepy myspace messages "i would never stand you up!" and "that guy must be gay or something." just because i am lonely does not mean i want you!)
my spirit is crushed. i must not be very important compared to an ER full of hurting people...
and, in closing, i can't believe i shaved my legs for this...disappointment!!
37921dec:
Sorry. I hope you feel better soon. Being single after being in a long relationship, can be something that takes time getting used to. I hope it all works out for you, in the long run.
syh:
I dunno, come Doomsday that ER is going to be even more full of hurting people. 