violetred

my date went well, he is very nice and we had fun.

however, i am nagged by this feeling of wanting to be in a relationship with someone. to be thoroughly invested in that relationship...where you are comfortable with each other. that point where you are just happy doing whatever. and this is a bad thing, you see, because that is just me wanting to replace the person i just had with someone else.

and i can't do that. i just want to hug someone and cuddle, but i can't. i am so sad now.