violethaze

yesterday my bf and i went with our buddy and his girlfriend to an orchestra that was inspired by music from the game final fantasy called distant worlds. it was great! i was totally enjoying myself and all of a sudden, i remembered my brother left to go back to iraq before i had to leave for work that morning. i cried and cried and cried during the performance. i was trying so hard not to let out a sob. my heart is breaking again. as mad as my brother can make me there is nothing that can ever make me hate him. i miss him so badly and love him so much!