violethaze

i love getting letters!....and giving them too don't get me wrong, i love getting emails and personal messages too. usually going to the mailbox isn't so exciting because it's the ususal junk mail and bills. the neighbors think i'm nuts for the high pitched squealing. i saw him shake his head and heard him call for his wife. probably to confirm with her that i'm...
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update... i had to go to the pharmacy to get my duck (Squeaks McGee) antibiotics. how the heck am i supposed to make her swallow a capsule that even i would have trouble with?! they are smaller than the 1st one the doc gave her but they are still pretty big. she's like, "if you can't get squeaks to swallow the capsule, try and trick...
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my duck got attacked by a coyote and she survived but she has some injuries. the main one is she has a fracture in her spine and won't be able to walk normally for the rest of her life. she's only 5 months old! now i have to give her meds that i know she won't like

can't wait for the trees to change color but i don't want it to get cold i friggin' need a vacation............

i wonder why i do certain things. then there's the memory trigger, then it all goes to pieces for a moment whoa.....catch my breath...so i have to handle it. either pout or pray...exhale...then...peace again....

smile, someone's thinking of you

grrr! they only way i can get a deferrment on my school loans is become a student....that's the opposite of what i need. i have no money for that either.

i got a new set of wheels! i love it i love it i love it!!!!! same care i used to have only betteri'll post pics later!

HEY!!!!!!!!!!!................smile!!!!!

YAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! okay so i need a laptop buuuut..........i also need some shiny new wheels so that i can get to my job so that i can afford a laptop.....................grrrr! priorities of adulthood(HA!) are getting to me so now i cannot sleep. lame...maybe someone to cuddle woth would help. good thing that my psp is charged for this.


i miss all of youz peoplessss!!!!!!!!!!!! *hug**hug**hug*

need new laptop! stupid lack of fun funds! not having access to anything web related on my own is getting old. i don't like waiting to have to use someone else's.

i still want all youz smiling when i get back!

so until next time.....................*HUGS!*

okie i gotta make this quick because i'm ninja-ing this laptop to use the interwebzzzzz...........

1st no laptop, can't find my psp, and now no brother's computer. he's coming back home this weekend from iraq (AWESOME and hooray and whew!) but....comp won't turn on anymore and he doesn't know it yet....bah! maybe as a coming home gift he will give me his current laptop and...
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HELLO ALL!!!!! i'm not very good with keeping up with tchnology but......it's a pain in the tush not having a laptop when i need it. bleh....besides that ....

i like you peoplezkiss:

lately i always feel like i'm dreaming. good dreaming. day dreaming. floating everywhere. things are out of my control. some good, some bad, and some great. taking it all in as i go along hoping for the best in everything and for everyone.

SMILE! someone is thinking of you!.........it's me!