Haven't been on here for awhile. School has been keeping me busy. So have my boyfriend troubles... Which are, thankfully, now OVER and done with at last. I have decided that a guy who takes me for granted, forgets when we are supposed to be doing stuff together, and would rather party and get high with his mates instead of hanging out with me, is NOT WORTH MY TIME OR EFFORT.
It's been a loooong time coming. And I'm so glad I finally did something about it. Because being in that relationship, even though it wasn't always that way, was poisoning me inside. At first I thought I could make it work. But then I realised that no matter how hard I try, if he isn't going to bother making an effort, nothing is ever going to get better.
So here I am, after a six-year relationship, saying goodbye to the first boy I ever fell in love with. My heart is bruised and battered. But I am alive. I survived.
And I'm ready to take whatever life throws at me next.
It's been a loooong time coming. And I'm so glad I finally did something about it. Because being in that relationship, even though it wasn't always that way, was poisoning me inside. At first I thought I could make it work. But then I realised that no matter how hard I try, if he isn't going to bother making an effort, nothing is ever going to get better.
So here I am, after a six-year relationship, saying goodbye to the first boy I ever fell in love with. My heart is bruised and battered. But I am alive. I survived.
And I'm ready to take whatever life throws at me next.
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Well, I hope you are doing well.
Take care sweetie and have a beautiful day.