violet

The innocence is gone,
The trust is blown away,
I cannot see the truth,
for I know not where it lays.

I thought that you loved me,
I thought that you cared,
but really it is something "true"
is why you are so scared.

Can I ever trust you again?
the boy who is so ashamed,
the one who does not let me stay,
the boy with nothing gained.

Well i haven't lost anything,
You have lost it all.
You didn't have to lie,
because you are the one
who will fall.

I need you to treat me
the way you expect to be treated
with nothing extravagant,
with honesty and genuinity.

But can you do that?
with a wretched past of pain
with nothing to show
and everything to gain?

You better figure it out,
Who you are,
and what your life is about..
because I think of you
as a lost little boy
who has decided to treat me
as another one of his toys.

I hope lying was worth it,
to hurt me and make me lose my trust,
and keeping me from your friends,
who think that i'm all about lust.

This situation is bullshit
and i won't ever do it again.

Because Love is about honesty,
loyalty, and trust,
it is not an option,
it is an absolute must.