violet

no more boys for me. i'm done for a while... too much time, too much energy... i think i need about a year of self improvement before I can even think about dating another boy... (in violet terms, that is about 2 mos.)... but a year feels adequate right now. my heart is achy, but the worst feeling is how i feel about myself right now. don't like it one bit. everytime something like this happens, i go through deep life/self analysis... and i figure out all these things that i like and don't like, and who and how i am is reflected back at me.

Now the challenge is not making the same mistakes next time.