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Enumclaw, WA

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Tuesday Oct 29, 2002

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no more boys for me. i'm done for a while... too much time, too much energy... i think i need about a year of self improvement before I can even think about dating another boy... (in violet terms, that is about 2 mos.)... but a year feels adequate right now. my heart is achy, but the worst feeling is how i feel about myself right now. don't like it one bit. everytime something like this happens, i go through deep life/self analysis... and i figure out all these things that i like and don't like, and who and how i am is reflected back at me.

Now the challenge is not making the same mistakes next time.
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morgan:
I always wish I had taken some time off after my last relationship to do some self-improvement. Luckily i've been able to do self improvement along the way with current boy.
Oct 29, 2002
menulis:
Hell yes. It's better to progress as an individual first, then when you have sure steady footing, it'll be time to attack the relationship wars again.

It's all a matter of being as secure as possible with yourself, first and foremost. smile

Good luck!
Oct 29, 2002

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