Usually I feel change is good.
this move to pdx, new job, new life, going through a bad break up, new place to live... My emotions are all over the place. Estatic one minute...devestated the next. So happy to have such wonderful friends, but missing the little things that make me so happy, like eating cheese and playing chess...and getting kisses on my neck.
But sometimes you just have to let go of the things to make you happy, to be happier, even when it hurts....because it's life and it's just what you have to do.
I have faith, in life, in myself, in the future, in my heart, believing in what i'm worth...and no matter how much i seem emotionally masachistic at times, I know i deserve the best...and if someone isn't going to treat me the best, (the way I treat them) then I don't want them in my life....
the end, and amen.
PS am i too demanding?
this move to pdx, new job, new life, going through a bad break up, new place to live... My emotions are all over the place. Estatic one minute...devestated the next. So happy to have such wonderful friends, but missing the little things that make me so happy, like eating cheese and playing chess...and getting kisses on my neck.
But sometimes you just have to let go of the things to make you happy, to be happier, even when it hurts....because it's life and it's just what you have to do.
I have faith, in life, in myself, in the future, in my heart, believing in what i'm worth...and no matter how much i seem emotionally masachistic at times, I know i deserve the best...and if someone isn't going to treat me the best, (the way I treat them) then I don't want them in my life....
the end, and amen.
PS am i too demanding?
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good luck! everything always comes out somehow in the end... and usually even before then.
(well, as much as a male can offer...)