I kinda feel like pouring my heart out into my journal..but probably wouldnt make much of a difference, cuz i dont want pity from anyone over my relationship problems, but yet, i need to get it off my chest and ask for advice..
does that make any sense?
i've been a fuckin basketcase this past week because of issues with my boyfriend, and i think today just put the fuckin cherry on the sunday. We're on a "break", but yet he's talkin to some new girl from school. Has he been brushing me off and not answering his phone because he wants this "new girl"?... I'm startin to think this is why he blew up at me over me talkin on the phone to my ex, even though i told him about it, and then proceeeded to apologize and kiss his fuckin ass for a week, begging him not to be mad at me..not to give up on our two year relationship over something as petty as a phonecall.. and for the last few weeks, i say "i love you", and he doesnt say it back. AT ALL. what kinda fucking BULLSHIT is that?
I think he wants a reason to break up with me.. has he been seeing this girl and liking her since school started? Pretty shitty thing to do, to try and FIND a reason to break up with your girlfriend of two years, over some girl you just met.
This is all speculation, but it's starting to help the puzzle make a little more sense to me.
worst valentines day ever. People complain about being single on valentines, that it's depressing to see everyone around u that has someone.. FUCK YOU! be happy that you're not in a situation like this.
So..am i just the "girl on the side" now...
man.
does that make any sense?
i've been a fuckin basketcase this past week because of issues with my boyfriend, and i think today just put the fuckin cherry on the sunday. We're on a "break", but yet he's talkin to some new girl from school. Has he been brushing me off and not answering his phone because he wants this "new girl"?... I'm startin to think this is why he blew up at me over me talkin on the phone to my ex, even though i told him about it, and then proceeeded to apologize and kiss his fuckin ass for a week, begging him not to be mad at me..not to give up on our two year relationship over something as petty as a phonecall.. and for the last few weeks, i say "i love you", and he doesnt say it back. AT ALL. what kinda fucking BULLSHIT is that?
I think he wants a reason to break up with me.. has he been seeing this girl and liking her since school started? Pretty shitty thing to do, to try and FIND a reason to break up with your girlfriend of two years, over some girl you just met.
This is all speculation, but it's starting to help the puzzle make a little more sense to me.
worst valentines day ever. People complain about being single on valentines, that it's depressing to see everyone around u that has someone.. FUCK YOU! be happy that you're not in a situation like this.
So..am i just the "girl on the side" now...
man.
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whatever you do, don't go eating Hamdogs to feel better:
"The Hamdog consists of one hotdog, wrapped in cheese, rolled in ground beef, then deep-fried and topped with bacon, onions, chili, and, just to shave one more month off your life, a fried egg."