violenttortoise

Well, folks, I can't say that I didn't try. But I can't say that I was successful, can I?
After a good amount of deliberation, I've decided that my run on Suicide Girls should end.
Yes, this is the last journal entry. Yes, yes, I can hear your sighs of relief.
I just didn't fit in here, as I've never fit in anywhere else. I'm just no good with people, and that's my own fault. Oh well.
So in 24 hours I make my profile private and wait for my membership to expire. Yes sir.
And since I'm leaving, I have a few things to say:
To all of you I've offended or pissed off, I apologize. I'm sure you're not a bad person, but I guess it's really hard to not hate me. You know who you people are.
Secondly, say what you like to me while you can. You won't be talking to me again, and I won't mind if you tell me how badly you wish a bear would eat my head, or whatever.
Thirdly, just because I'm leaving doesn't mean I haven't met some great people. But one person in particular has made EVERYTHING worth it, and there's no way in HELL I'm going to stop talking with her.
Yes, I talking about you, Natalie. Thank you for simply being you, and for all the support you've given me. Much love, buddy.
So yeah, if you really REALLY want to chew me out, there's my AIM s/n down there... or just ask Natalie to tell me I'm a putz on your behalf. Or just e-mail me josh_edlin@yahoo.com Whatever.
Well. That's the end.