"Friends are people who you dont burden with your troubles" - unknown
I just feel like bitching so please bear with me. I know I grow tired of all the troubled blog posts on SG so I go out of my way to just post good stuff - but fuck it. It will be nice to let this out just once.
This PTSD stuff sucks ass.
Constantly fighting or tense with the wife. I feel so lost that I dont have that inner strength that is so important with a male and relationships.
Fuck I hate it here. Stay at home housewife. NOTHING to do. NO friends. This place blows. My only escape is to smoke pot all day and that has gotten very very old.
I'm miserable. sigh.
three times my parents tried to pay me off to not go to Iraq or Afghanistan. Now that I am home, lost and in need of financial help to build a new life - nothing. But my unemployed 37 year old sister with three kids from married men gets a house, a car, money, daycare... there is no end to how much money they will dump on her.
I cant even describe how lost I am right now 
Alright. wah wah wah. whoa as me. I'm done. Sorry about that.
We are going to visit the original house that inspired the Nightmare on Elm Street. Turns out it is only about an hour away in Potsdam NY (of course on Elm St) The city of Madstop in the movies is Potsdam spelled backwards. Should be cool - I'll post pics when I get back.
I'm also trying to get back to Afghanistan. Wish me luck.
I just feel like bitching so please bear with me. I know I grow tired of all the troubled blog posts on SG so I go out of my way to just post good stuff - but fuck it. It will be nice to let this out just once.
This PTSD stuff sucks ass.
Constantly fighting or tense with the wife. I feel so lost that I dont have that inner strength that is so important with a male and relationships.
Fuck I hate it here. Stay at home housewife. NOTHING to do. NO friends. This place blows. My only escape is to smoke pot all day and that has gotten very very old.
I'm miserable. sigh.
three times my parents tried to pay me off to not go to Iraq or Afghanistan. Now that I am home, lost and in need of financial help to build a new life - nothing. But my unemployed 37 year old sister with three kids from married men gets a house, a car, money, daycare... there is no end to how much money they will dump on her.
I cant even describe how lost I am right now
Alright. wah wah wah. whoa as me. I'm done. Sorry about that.
We are going to visit the original house that inspired the Nightmare on Elm Street. Turns out it is only about an hour away in Potsdam NY (of course on Elm St) The city of Madstop in the movies is Potsdam spelled backwards. Should be cool - I'll post pics when I get back.
I'm also trying to get back to Afghanistan. Wish me luck.
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I'm not so sure going back is going to help that PTSD one iota.
Sorry to hear about the family. That is pretty damn lame.
*hug*