violentlyhappy

now i am desperately afraid to spend money. i don't want to go buy groceries because it costs too much but obviously i need too. i guess this is better than how i used to be but that 30 dollars i spent on sushi last night seems like such a waste now. it scares me to think that those 30 dollars are now gone and that's 30 dollars less i'll have to live with these next two weeks. how gay is that?

is it possible to convert from catholicism to judaism without even know it?