ok. my mind is mush. confusion hurts. i want to change my life in a way that seems impossible and crazy right now. i told myself i would never do such things again but i am contemplating them as i type. i just need something else to fall back on in case things wouldn't happen as i want. so maybe i will go back to school and that will keep me occupied no matter what. emotions do suck but why ignore them. i would think they are there for a reason. i do know i would regret not taking such chances. my usual thinking is you end up regreting the things you don't do rather than playing it safe and doing nothing.
my life should be more than this.
my life should be more than this.
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trixie:
it was so good to talk to you. I miss you, kid. take a look at that fight club quote..seems to fit the situation. get crazy, be happy, call me.
scoots:
you sound like you need a good talk from a friend - give me a call....wait your phone is off, well flag me down if you see me come out of the shower or if you see me at work.