violentlydave

Agh f'in 'ell. Logic finally kicked in, and I realized this insane sleepy sluggishness I've had for the last 3 days .. wow, could it be the diet and not taking vitamins?!...
I never claimed to be smart folks, let's keep this in mind. Stopped off at the Eckerds on the way into work and picked up some daily-tabs, gulped two down with some water in the truck, and proceeded on with my day.

I'd try to be non-partisan and say "hope whoever you voted for wins!" but...er.. looks like the answer is probably here. So either congrats or my condolences.

Dropped the art off at the show last night. Shesh. I swear that was like journeying back to the 3rd grade where I was the geeky fat kid. All the cool arty people in their cliques talking about this and that. Names of local artists I've never heard of, shows they went to last night, who'd they study with at the art program at the local college, etc, etc, etc. What'd I do? I worked a 12 hr day and woke up early to vote. It's sad that feeling like an outcast in a group is nearly a fond memory come back to me

So need to hang the crap tonight, then offered to help thr+fri, dunno how that'll go. Friday night is the show. I figure fuck the self doubt last night put in, I've got a friend or two coming, my brother and sister... so I'll hang out, have a few drinks, maybe bring along a cigar to smoke.. I try to remind myself in a way my life is a bit more free than the "PROFRESIONAL ARTIST"... I do this for fun, I don't even set out to do this crap... and if nothing sells, or people crap on it?...oh well.

Here I go talking to myself again.