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I'm hungover and my back hurts.

I'm getting old.
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absintheofmalice:
If you're old, I must be ancient tongue I'll be 36 next week...I may need to get a walker and a hearing aid. You're not old until you feel like you have a hangover, your back hurts, and... you haven't been drinking, its just a day that ends in "Y".
z_x_silas:
yes you are but don't let it get you down keep on drinking it up.


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Improvements have been made. Sorry for being cryptic but whatever.

In other news, PMS has hit me a week early. This is why I want nachos and cry all day.

On the vag for today:

Laundry
Gym
Work
Cleaning
Anger Management whatever
The Bar

What the shit is everyone doing this weekend? Tomorrow night I get to visit Garbage and go get some grub cus it's...
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yuriel:
yay improvements and visits smile
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ck:
thx blush

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New Moon

Still nervous, and more bad dreams about the ex last night and all this morning.

I don't know how or what to feel. I don't know if I am happy or scared or excited or worried. Jesus god I say.

Today starts a new regimen in my training at least. Cardio in the AM and weight training at night with my buddy Brian...
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yuriel:
gah!
im sorry hon
-hugs-
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garbage19:
alright dude, i talked to my boss and let him know im going to need a linger dinner break on friday. and it makes me a happy panda too, i just didnt want the myspace crowd to know that.
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I feel nervous, like something is going to happen.

And I don't know why.
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user304975207:
Dude, after Drummerboy goes home and I get my shit back in order....Im down.

Of course, then Ill be starting another countdown too wink
user304975207:
Oh trust me, Im working on it.
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It's raining men

Retarded dreams about my ex last night. I dreamed I tried to contact him and it went terribly. I woke up and was like holy fuck, I am so glad that was not real.

Anyway, tonight I am off to some party where Karla and Kelly have some guy attending that they want me to meet. Apparently I am his type, and...
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gonzoe:
first your ex is listening to Foreigner.

now, you're listening The Weather Girls.

at this rate, i'm gonna be listening to the J. Geils Band by the end of the week.

this is horrible.

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drox:
hey just popped by to say hi. hope you dont mind.

good luck with the boys
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I'm not worried anymore.
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ck:
Will do. "With you" would be better though wink
user304975207:
I just read the journal right before this one. I was invited to Harolds, but I have the kiddies this weekend so I was unable to attend. Glad you guys had fun. biggrin
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The show was a bust, but I ended up at my buddy Harold's house drinking beers with the Mack Attack and the oh so hot Genesee and Alanna. Damn I love me those broads. I miss having cool chicks to talk to.

In the meantime I've done some healing and all I have left to say is this:

"Dear Lord, thank you for this lizard."...
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ghost333:
Did you wake in time?? kiss wink
two_d:
5 hrs and tanked not good
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Lost 2 pounds. New phone is coming today. I'm getting my hoohoo waxed and some fake nails because I feel like it. Going to a show tonight that some hot dude gave me a flier for. Hopefully I'll make out with him.

I hate/miss/love/want to scream at/kiss Nick. Kill me now.

Distractions and a comeback are going to be had this weekend if it kills...
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garbage19:
dude, so i thought i had the weekedn off for a barbecue, but ten minutes before i left, i got told i'm needed this weeekend, im fucking trahsed. right nowl. dude i hope you had a good night, becauee that weird dude at the bar bought me like 5 shots of jack and four beers, i feel like a total queer but im drunk so whatever. im rambling. caqll me tomorrow, if you arent doing anything you cna come hang out with me, im in charge tomorrow.

p.s. Ill totally kidnap you and keep you ion a box if it will add some adventure to you r life


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user304975207:
^^^^ that is the funniest shit ive read.
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So my cell phone is completely dead, my organizer is missing, my room is a mess, and I am frustrated and antsy and feeling overweight and irritated.

I spent all of this morning trying to file a claim for my phone, which I did LAST WEEK, but for some reason it didn't go through. So now I am phoneless until they decide to send me...
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disynthetic:
Unearth - Zombie Autopilot

it was last night on the midnight train back home. i ran into this one yet unfamiliar tone i know i should have known it was last night i knew i should have known. chaos. our busy minds asleep. we drudge across the land is this the coming end of our monarchy harmless. we meet increased demands. is this the life we all had in our dreams. our eternal nightmare all of us are blind to others. hide behind our plans to nothing. cage us. we weep in self defeat. all humanity is lost. in this eternal nightmares. all days are lost to conditioned zones. all days are lost to what we know free us. a piece of mind. gone are dreamers who strive to know. all of us are blind

Thank you for the birthday wishes.

Let me know if you've heard that song before, I'll upload a copy of it if not. Another thing you should let me know is what newer metal bands you've seen live. Humor me ;p


can't spell

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vim:
I'll hella kidnap you yo!!!

I need to tidy up my basement first though.


make it a good weekend!!

\\m/
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Today I was so busy I hadn't thought about Nick, until I finished being busy and a wave of sadness washed over me at a red light on the corner of First Street and Cochran. It's been exactly 2 weeks.

I miss his face. I miss who he used to be. I don't understand what happened and I'm thinking I might never. And this makes...
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ck:
Hoohoo....nice term

4th of July...hmm. I think i may be rolling up north to Sedona for some drinking, bbq'ing, and swimming. I don't know though, I may end up just staying in town...

I will not kill you kiss
bettie1950:
I don't know how you do it, working out and dieting. I am so bad. Maybe if I had a personal trainer to kick my ass... But I am too poor. frown
I will be in Simi for the 4th, pigging out at my Mom's house. Of course, I am in charge of bringing dessert. You are welcome to come, but you will most certainly gain 10 lbs. (but we could work it off together, who needs boys? ha-ha)