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Wednesday Jul 06, 2005

Jul 6, 2005
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New Moon

Still nervous, and more bad dreams about the ex last night and all this morning.

I don't know how or what to feel. I don't know if I am happy or scared or excited or worried. Jesus god I say.

Today starts a new regimen in my training at least. Cardio in the AM and weight training at night with my buddy Brian and Ari. I will get ripped dammit.

I can't tell if this is a beginning or an end. Maybe both. I don't know.

I miss him. I am tired of crying. frown And dammit, I miss my wife. Why is it not time for me to visit yet?
VIEW 7 of 7 COMMENTS
yuriel:
gah!
im sorry hon
-hugs-
EL SUICIDO LOCO
Jul 6, 2005
garbage19:
alright dude, i talked to my boss and let him know im going to need a linger dinner break on friday. and it makes me a happy panda too, i just didnt want the myspace crowd to know that.
Jul 6, 2005

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