New Moon
Still nervous, and more bad dreams about the ex last night and all this morning.
I don't know how or what to feel. I don't know if I am happy or scared or excited or worried. Jesus god I say.
Today starts a new regimen in my training at least. Cardio in the AM and weight training at night with my buddy Brian and Ari. I will get ripped dammit.
I can't tell if this is a beginning or an end. Maybe both. I don't know.
I miss him. I am tired of crying.
And dammit, I miss my wife. Why is it not time for me to visit yet?
Still nervous, and more bad dreams about the ex last night and all this morning.
I don't know how or what to feel. I don't know if I am happy or scared or excited or worried. Jesus god I say.
Today starts a new regimen in my training at least. Cardio in the AM and weight training at night with my buddy Brian and Ari. I will get ripped dammit.
I can't tell if this is a beginning or an end. Maybe both. I don't know.
I miss him. I am tired of crying.
And dammit, I miss my wife. Why is it not time for me to visit yet?
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im sorry hon
-hugs-