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So I did not do San Diego because I did not have the energy to pretend everything was puppies and candycanes around people I do not know very well. Unfortunately I figured this out after I was already in SD and had to bail, which resulted in said "friends" texting me nasty messages and being total jerkfaces. THANKS A LOT ASSHOLES.

On the positive side though, I fucking love Brooke (Sinatras_doll) who I would totally go insane without- she is literally my best friend and I thank God for her every day, and Adam (Garbage) who is just about the best friend anyone could ever have and I would go nuts without him too. Really, both of these people are my glue lately- only people keeping me together, and if there is anything I can ever do for you guys, let me know PLEASE. I am fucking blessed to have such good people in my life.

Anyway, my little sister turned 21 this last week, so tomorrow we are doing girly day and going shopping and doing our hair and then going out to Citywalk to get hammered. I feel much more comfortable doing that and spending time with family than being anxious in SD. And I think spending time with family and superclose friends is what I need right now.

And I guess that is about it. Have a good weekend people