violently

On the vag for today:

Study
Gym like right now <--Update 11:22 I just filled in a 30 ft trench for 2 hours. I don't need to go to the gym now.
Possible lynch with Karla <--I mean lunch. Freudian slip, no?
Therapist @ 2
Gym again @ 5
Anger Management @ 7

I so do not want to go to that class tonight. I stupidly opened up last week and told them about my experiences in Florida and now they want me to go to a rape crisis center for emotional healing. Why I open my mouth sometimes is beyond me. Shoulda just kept my mouth shut and continued to power through the 49 weeks I have left.

Alright, power bar and cardio time. I made the gayest mix ever to listen to, but it makes me happy, so hopefully when I get back I will be in a more positive mood.

Besides, ink tomorrow, and one day closer to seeing my man and having our day in bed. At least he told me that if he lived closeby he would have given me a hug last night. Gotta count for something.

Ok I'm out.

P.S.@ 3:30 I am so tired I want to barf. And I am feeling totally emo again. Kill me now.