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Got an interview at a Physical Therapy Outpatient Center in Westlake on Thursday morning for an Office Manager position. Rayna wants to give me someone MWF @ 7:30 a.m., I have a client in Santa Clarita MW at 7 p.m.. another on Tuesdays at 6:30 p.m., and a possible client at 5 a.m. on Thursdays. If I get this job I don't know what the fuck to do. I am not making a lot of money right now and I don't want to work Fridays, but I also don't want to drive to Santa Clarita 2-3 a day 4 days a week. I am so confused and stressed out now. WHAT DO I DO?! Do I go for this interview or just be all, I'm a trainer that is all. Thanks but I gotta stick with this till it pays off? alksjdlasjdslkadjslkdj.

Also I have no idea how much this other job pays, but I am sure it is not $45 an hour.

My stomach hurts and I don't know what to do with myself. I've cleaned my car for the most part, my room and bathroom are livable, and I have a bunch of clean clothes. I finished my chapter for today for the certification, and I miss Nick. I have nothing, and I mean NOTHING to do tomorrow since my MW evening lady has cancelled for like 2 weeks, so other than study and hit the gym I don't know what to do. I do not like having free time when there is nothing I can really do. It's like, when I procrastinate I always know there is something I can do if I get bored or whatever. But if everything is done now what?!

Oh god I need to take my anxiety pills. Someone come hug me and go to lunch with me. Thanks.