Why can I not escape from him in my dreams?
This is hurting too much. Wtf do I do?
At least I get inked today. Maybe that will help. I'll be so close to him though, like 20 minutes from his house
I wish he would see me. God help me be strong. I miss him so fucking much, and I want my puppy.
I know Pat is going to ask what happened. I don't know if it will help or hurt my case to tell him and tell him how fucking much I miss Nick. I go to sleep crying and wake up crying. I would do anything for a hug right now.
I need to get away. If anyone has an extra room or a couch they want to let a girl crash on for a week or something, please drop me a line. I'll cook for you and if you feel fat I'll train you. In return all I ask for is a place to stay and hugs and hugs. I'll try not to weep all over you. Thanks.
P.S. I talked to another psychic last night- she said 2 weeks too, and that we will get back together. So am I counting down the days. How pathetic. But today is day 14 (counting backwards is better, don't ask me why but it is.)
Also, today is the Friday the 13th. So I am blaming everything shitty on that today. I suggest you do the same. Something goes wrong, it's the 13th. Someone is mean to you, it's the 13th. A man is retarded, it's the 13th everyday.
Be safe and I'll pray for you guys too. Only fair since I'm asking for you pray for me.
Fleece.
This is hurting too much. Wtf do I do?
At least I get inked today. Maybe that will help. I'll be so close to him though, like 20 minutes from his house
I wish he would see me. God help me be strong. I miss him so fucking much, and I want my puppy.
I know Pat is going to ask what happened. I don't know if it will help or hurt my case to tell him and tell him how fucking much I miss Nick. I go to sleep crying and wake up crying. I would do anything for a hug right now.
I need to get away. If anyone has an extra room or a couch they want to let a girl crash on for a week or something, please drop me a line. I'll cook for you and if you feel fat I'll train you. In return all I ask for is a place to stay and hugs and hugs. I'll try not to weep all over you. Thanks.
P.S. I talked to another psychic last night- she said 2 weeks too, and that we will get back together. So am I counting down the days. How pathetic. But today is day 14 (counting backwards is better, don't ask me why but it is.)
Also, today is the Friday the 13th. So I am blaming everything shitty on that today. I suggest you do the same. Something goes wrong, it's the 13th. Someone is mean to you, it's the 13th. A man is retarded, it's the 13th everyday.
Be safe and I'll pray for you guys too. Only fair since I'm asking for you pray for me.
Fleece.
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teh_asspope:
I'm so sorry and I know how you feel. I really do. If I wasn't 2,000 miles away, I'd say sleep on my couch right now. No cooking needed.
timtoxic:
You can stay with me anytime. Don't worry about cooking or cleaning, Just plenty of hugs and I would be happy to comfort you. 
