violently

2 weeks.

May 27.

He says we can talk about everyday shit, but if I bring up our relationship he will block me. He said he is sorry for being blunt and mean, but he being selfish right now and looking out for himself. I said that is fine. I told him I think we will work things out, and right now we need to spend time on ourselves.

I have blocked him on AIM and will unblock him in 2 weeks to say hi and see what is going on. I hope to god that is enough time for him to realize what he is throwing away, and that he will agree to see me after that two weeks is up.

I wish it didn't hurt this much, but I have to tell myself it's going to be ok. I really do think we will get back together.

Please pray for me people. Light candles, cast spells, say prayers, come over and hold me and watch spongebob with me. I don't care. Just please help me.

Thank you.

Just found my monthly horoscope. Please god, let it be true:

Don't be discouraged if your romantic energy levels aren't matching up around the 12th -- take a breather and give this liaison a chance to even out. The attack of the moodies that hits the 21st will pass by the 24th. The 25th could be the day it happens for you and your snoogie-woogie. You'll be back to shining -- with a little extra gleam -- by the 28th