Hi.
I'm in a mood.
I am drunk and self-destructive. Fucking hot huh.
Tell me how you're doing.
Guess what. I'm still drunk, so I'm going to explain.
Today should have been a good day. I sold a $900 training package, which means I get $600. That ruled. My clients are extremely obese but it's going to be a positive challenge. I am excited to help them change their lifestyle and become healthier. Plus they are as sweet as pie. Of this I am happy. They are really motivated to get into shape and live their lives to the fullest, and most importantly, with each other.
What I am not happy about is the fact my sister is angry with me for reasons out my control, I miss my asshole "bf", and I just want someone to fucking hold me and be as patient with me as I am with every other fucking person in my life. I want someone to worry about me for a change. I want someone to care about ME before themselves. I want to be a priority to someone. And maybe that makes me selfish, but right now that's what I really want. To fucking matter.
So sue me. I bet I can write it off. Just say "fitness."
I'm in a mood.
I am drunk and self-destructive. Fucking hot huh.
Tell me how you're doing.
Guess what. I'm still drunk, so I'm going to explain.
Today should have been a good day. I sold a $900 training package, which means I get $600. That ruled. My clients are extremely obese but it's going to be a positive challenge. I am excited to help them change their lifestyle and become healthier. Plus they are as sweet as pie. Of this I am happy. They are really motivated to get into shape and live their lives to the fullest, and most importantly, with each other.
What I am not happy about is the fact my sister is angry with me for reasons out my control, I miss my asshole "bf", and I just want someone to fucking hold me and be as patient with me as I am with every other fucking person in my life. I want someone to worry about me for a change. I want someone to care about ME before themselves. I want to be a priority to someone. And maybe that makes me selfish, but right now that's what I really want. To fucking matter.
So sue me. I bet I can write it off. Just say "fitness."
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pocketrocket:
damn....sounds a lot like a post you had a few months ago...sorry that the weight of a n assholes negative attitude has befallen you. if i was you i w ould say fuck it an go with your mates, geta good drink on ,an party your tears away irish style. life moves forward, blah balh balh balh...you heard it a million times, i dont know what toreally tell you, it sux we have all been there. just eat good food , work out, drink, an masturbate until the right person comes along. 
broadwaybee:
You have to put YOURSELF FIRST, first.