Weekend Update:
Went to Mexico, got an array of prescription drugs and I am quite pleased with them. I also got a giant pink sombrero with sparkly things on it that Adam pitched in on...thanks duder
Saturday night ended up at Nick's house. (plz don't lecture me, I know.) I was upset and he invited me over late ("you don't sound so good, come over, you'll feel better and the dog will make you happy too") so I went there and he held me and I fell asleep on him in about 5 minutes flat. Spent all of yesterday laying about and sleeping due to all the morphine and flexoril we took. I'm not calling him or messaging him all week though. I need some time to think and things are still weird between us. I just don't know anything anymore and it hurts. I love him but the guy is more affectionate to our dog. We'll see what happens. Right now I need to make myself happy, which I think I can do if I start going out with my friends again and keeping the drinking to a minimum.
Today I am home, still exhausted, and I need to study and go to the gym, but I have clients at 1 and a meeting with Rayna, so after I get out of the shower I think I'm going to take a power nap.
Positive thought for today: EVERYTHING IS GOING TO BE FINE. STOP WORRYING AND FOCUS ON YOURSELF. YOU ARE AWESOME, NOW GET OUT THERE AND DO THE SHIT YOU HAVE TO DO.
I can do this.
P.S. Pics of the sombrero to come soon. They will be of shittastic quality though because SOMEONE STOLE MY CAMERA. *irritated about that still* Oh and because of my jackassedness and lack of a dayplanner, I thought my photo shoot with Kelly Lind was tonight, when in fact, it was yesterday. He has graciously allowed me to reschedule for a few weeks from now.
Tell me how your weekends went.
P.P.S. Horoscope for today: There's no need to stew over problems that will take care of themselves. Let your partner know you're taking a wait-and-see approach.
Well there we go I guess.
Went to Mexico, got an array of prescription drugs and I am quite pleased with them. I also got a giant pink sombrero with sparkly things on it that Adam pitched in on...thanks duder
Saturday night ended up at Nick's house. (plz don't lecture me, I know.) I was upset and he invited me over late ("you don't sound so good, come over, you'll feel better and the dog will make you happy too") so I went there and he held me and I fell asleep on him in about 5 minutes flat. Spent all of yesterday laying about and sleeping due to all the morphine and flexoril we took. I'm not calling him or messaging him all week though. I need some time to think and things are still weird between us. I just don't know anything anymore and it hurts. I love him but the guy is more affectionate to our dog. We'll see what happens. Right now I need to make myself happy, which I think I can do if I start going out with my friends again and keeping the drinking to a minimum.
Today I am home, still exhausted, and I need to study and go to the gym, but I have clients at 1 and a meeting with Rayna, so after I get out of the shower I think I'm going to take a power nap.
Positive thought for today: EVERYTHING IS GOING TO BE FINE. STOP WORRYING AND FOCUS ON YOURSELF. YOU ARE AWESOME, NOW GET OUT THERE AND DO THE SHIT YOU HAVE TO DO.
I can do this.
P.S. Pics of the sombrero to come soon. They will be of shittastic quality though because SOMEONE STOLE MY CAMERA. *irritated about that still* Oh and because of my jackassedness and lack of a dayplanner, I thought my photo shoot with Kelly Lind was tonight, when in fact, it was yesterday. He has graciously allowed me to reschedule for a few weeks from now.
Tell me how your weekends went.
P.P.S. Horoscope for today: There's no need to stew over problems that will take care of themselves. Let your partner know you're taking a wait-and-see approach.
Well there we go I guess.
Atta girl.