violently

Talked. We're cool. Both of us need to get our heads on straight. He wants some alone time, and I need a vacation from all the stress I've been under. So this weekend we're not hanging out and me and Garbage are going to Mexico.

Nick said I could call him anytime I wanted and that things between us are not over. More than likely we'll hang out next week sometime once some of this shit has blown over.
Time to take care of myself and not worry about him.

Adam says that "from my experience i know that when im doing good mentally people im with are more receptive and caring, and vice versa." And I think he's absolutely right. This weekend I'm going to have fun and stop stressing, and when I see Nick again things will be different. I know I've been pushing him away lately by being needy and clingy- I just have to get my head on straight.

Time for the destressing to start.

P.S. @ 1:06 a.m. I just got back from a late dinner, dessert, and glass of wine with Adam (Garbage). Ladies, forreal, get on this man's jock NOW. He's fucking awesome. Very few people make me laugh and smile, and he's one of them. GO GO GO GET HIM NOW!