violently

My dreams are becoming increasingly vivid lately. At Nick's house this weekend I woke up to me punching his bed because in my dream I was so angry I punched my sister for what she said to me (I have no recollection of what and in real life I would never punch her.) And last night I awoke to my arm reaching out as if I was holding a knife and slitting someone's throat (in my dream I was terrified of something and was defending myself.) My arm was outstretched like I was holding a knife or a sword and I was making a zorro like motion. Strange. Also, sometimes I'll wake up and roll over to snuggle Nick and he's not there because derrr he doesn't live with me and then I'll be sad. I guess I have issues.

Today I am going lingerie shopping for my sister's portfolio shoot. If anyone would like to tag along with me to Frederick's and tell me if I look beastly or not, feel free to hit me up.

Also, I would like to make out with dude and get some face, but I can request that the next time I see him. In the meantime, if any pretty girls would like to make out with me feel free to come lingerie shopping with me or get drunk with me tonight at Cisco's in Westlake. Hell, if anyone wants to get drunk with me tonight that's where I'll be. Cheap drinks, my best friend is the hot bartender, and they have good chips and salsa. Also, there is probably a game on.

I'm in a surprisingly good mood this morning for someone dreaming about slitting throats and then being a caveperson and making their own grain. And then dreaming about burritos. I am a strange one indeed, but damn a burrito sounds awesome right now...I have a feeling my goal of losing 10 lbs this month is turning into me GAINING. Oh I rule.

Ok off to be productive.

xoxox