Interview got pushed till tomorrow, and the Curves position already got filled...THANK GOD. I really did not want to work there haha.
I think I might be getting sick, which sucks because I have to take it easy and then I lay around all day and get bored and overanalyze shit. Also, I couldn't go out anyway cus I'm broke so that is sucking too. I guess it is all night mirc and cartoons for me.
My best friend is knocked up right now. I wish I could go visit her, but she's at work at a bar, and I was going to go to AA tonight anyway, so since I didn't go to that because I'm not feeling good, I don't think it's a good idea to go to a bar. But I digress, I'm really worried about her. She made an appointment to get an abortion next week, but she isn't sure of what she really wants to do. Plus with all the trouble she's had with her roommate and him not paying the bills, she's broke as hell too and has no idea how she's going to afford the situation either way. I wish there was something I could do, but in the meantime all I can do is offer moral support.
It's kinda weird, the psychic we saw the other day ago told her the next 6 years are going to be really hard. I wonder if that has anything to do with this...but I'm a superstitious fuck that wishes on cigarettes and yellow lights so it's no surprise I'm like OMG PSYCHICS ARE THE ANSWER.
Anyway, any good vibes sent her way would be appreciated, cus she needs em right now.
I wish I wasn't sick and broke. I want to go to her work and hug her and hit on all her co-workers and make an ass of myself cus that always makes her smile. I'll call her later and see if she wants to come over here and watch movies with me and eat Ben & Jerry's.
I'm trying not to focus on Nick either. I think I am being clingy again because I have nothing better to do. I HAVE TO GET BETTER ASAP AND GET OUT OF MY HOUSE AND GO DO SHIT TO KEEP MYSELF INDEPENDENT AND OCCUPIED. YES!
I'm gonna go load up on zinc and cuddle with winston shitterpants.
Hope you are all having a good night.
P.S. Sinatras_doll, as soon as I get paid we are going out for drinks and causing a ruckus dammit!!
I think I might be getting sick, which sucks because I have to take it easy and then I lay around all day and get bored and overanalyze shit. Also, I couldn't go out anyway cus I'm broke so that is sucking too. I guess it is all night mirc and cartoons for me.
My best friend is knocked up right now. I wish I could go visit her, but she's at work at a bar, and I was going to go to AA tonight anyway, so since I didn't go to that because I'm not feeling good, I don't think it's a good idea to go to a bar. But I digress, I'm really worried about her. She made an appointment to get an abortion next week, but she isn't sure of what she really wants to do. Plus with all the trouble she's had with her roommate and him not paying the bills, she's broke as hell too and has no idea how she's going to afford the situation either way. I wish there was something I could do, but in the meantime all I can do is offer moral support.
It's kinda weird, the psychic we saw the other day ago told her the next 6 years are going to be really hard. I wonder if that has anything to do with this...but I'm a superstitious fuck that wishes on cigarettes and yellow lights so it's no surprise I'm like OMG PSYCHICS ARE THE ANSWER.
Anyway, any good vibes sent her way would be appreciated, cus she needs em right now.
I wish I wasn't sick and broke. I want to go to her work and hug her and hit on all her co-workers and make an ass of myself cus that always makes her smile. I'll call her later and see if she wants to come over here and watch movies with me and eat Ben & Jerry's.
I'm trying not to focus on Nick either. I think I am being clingy again because I have nothing better to do. I HAVE TO GET BETTER ASAP AND GET OUT OF MY HOUSE AND GO DO SHIT TO KEEP MYSELF INDEPENDENT AND OCCUPIED. YES!
I'm gonna go load up on zinc and cuddle with winston shitterpants.
Hope you are all having a good night.
P.S. Sinatras_doll, as soon as I get paid we are going out for drinks and causing a ruckus dammit!!
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Thanks for the good vibes...I'll bring up the adoption issue to her tonight too, in her state of mind I don't even know if she's even thought about it.
And thanks for the crossed fingers
screwwww curves... i imagine that place as one of those flare wearing- you go girl fuckin femi-booster positive panda places....not your cup o tea im sure! something killer will come along im sure....you would be an asset to anyone with half a brain.
as for us out on the town????? uh, yeah. pronto, stat. raisin hell, breakin hearts. thats us. uh, hu. you want what you see? cant have it. fuck off... buy us a drink... sounds like fun to me... its on!!!!!!!!!!!!! what are we doing for new years????