we're through. He won't talk to me. He won't listen to me, he hates me now.
I guess I deserve it, but what he drove me to...all the mind games, and lying....treating me like shit in public, but like a princess behind closed doors...I don't understand. Maybe it's for the best, I can't live my life in limbo waiting for him to sober up and make up his mind.
God I love him still, I wish he would talk to me.
His heart is made of stone. I see why his last gf left him now. And I thought she was a bitch. Turns out she was just stronger than me.
I can't help feeling sick. I never meant to hurt him, but I feel like he drove me to it as I've never done anything so awful before. I can't take it anymore.
I still love him, but maybe this is for the best. I will hope that someday we can at least be friends again.
I miss him.
I guess I deserve it, but what he drove me to...all the mind games, and lying....treating me like shit in public, but like a princess behind closed doors...I don't understand. Maybe it's for the best, I can't live my life in limbo waiting for him to sober up and make up his mind.
God I love him still, I wish he would talk to me.
His heart is made of stone. I see why his last gf left him now. And I thought she was a bitch. Turns out she was just stronger than me.
I can't help feeling sick. I never meant to hurt him, but I feel like he drove me to it as I've never done anything so awful before. I can't take it anymore.
I still love him, but maybe this is for the best. I will hope that someday we can at least be friends again.
I miss him.
You've got to focus on you right now. Baby steps are best. You must be able to stand on your own. So take things one day at a time, don't forget to breathe, and think about yourself. What I mean is... survival. Ya, know? You'll be okay. Really, because no matter how it may feel, you're not alone.