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Monday Oct 04, 2004

Oct 4, 2004
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we're through. He won't talk to me. He won't listen to me, he hates me now.

I guess I deserve it, but what he drove me to...all the mind games, and lying....treating me like shit in public, but like a princess behind closed doors...I don't understand. Maybe it's for the best, I can't live my life in limbo waiting for him to sober up and make up his mind.

God I love him still, I wish he would talk to me.

His heart is made of stone. I see why his last gf left him now. And I thought she was a bitch. Turns out she was just stronger than me.

I can't help feeling sick. I never meant to hurt him, but I feel like he drove me to it as I've never done anything so awful before. I can't take it anymore.

I still love him, but maybe this is for the best. I will hope that someday we can at least be friends again.

I miss him.
digitalvisual:
I'm sorry about your situation. frown

You've got to focus on you right now. Baby steps are best. You must be able to stand on your own. So take things one day at a time, don't forget to breathe, and think about yourself. What I mean is... survival. Ya, know? You'll be okay. Really, because no matter how it may feel, you're not alone.
Oct 4, 2004
eazy:
i think we have all been there and even so there is nothing we can really say to make u feel better. All I can do is send out my heartfelt love and hugs and offer myself for any purpose u need, shoulder to cry or ear to talk off.
Oct 4, 2004

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