Back from Corona.
I don't get it. He's treating me better than he ever did before. Not that I'm complaining, but I'm just like...whoa. Also told me he loves me, but I don't believe he really does so I'm not gonna worry about it.
What I am going to worry about is explaining to my mom where I was for the last 5 days, as...
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I don't get it. He's treating me better than he ever did before. Not that I'm complaining, but I'm just like...whoa. Also told me he loves me, but I don't believe he really does so I'm not gonna worry about it.
What I am going to worry about is explaining to my mom where I was for the last 5 days, as...
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I went to a psychic yesterday, that was interesting. Also, I drank a bunch of white wine and got all drunk and sappy and kissed a boy from Texas. Woke up naked in my friend's bed next to her, also naked, and decided that yes, I need to cut down on the booze. Or maybe drink more. I haven't actually made the final decision yet....
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honkeykong:
-i just read your "dating profile". no serial killers? damn...looks like i'm out.
acidevangelist:
My advice to you is to start drinking heavily.
Holy frijoles, Styles of Beyond is playing Dec. 10 at the Viper Room!
Anyone wanna go with me? Cus I don't think my loppy ass ARP (ambiguous relationship partner) is going to want to go.
My arms are jello right now, I am determined to lose 10 pounds this month and have Madonna arms. Wish me luck.
Anyone wanna go with me? Cus I don't think my loppy ass ARP (ambiguous relationship partner) is going to want to go.
My arms are jello right now, I am determined to lose 10 pounds this month and have Madonna arms. Wish me luck.
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trebo:
Who in the hell is Styles of Beyond????? Is that the L.A. scene these days?? What type of music do they play?? Fill me in 'cause this midwestern boy is clueless 
! Oh how I long for the 80's early 90's L.A. scene again! Where popmetal filled the sounds of the clubs as much as the aquanet hairspray!! 
I'm such a dork!!!!!
! Oh how I long for the 80's early 90's L.A. scene again! Where popmetal filled the sounds of the clubs as much as the aquanet hairspray!!
I'm such a dork!!!!!
violently:
styles of beyond is underground hip hop 
I am an ass and I am weak, but I think what happened turned out for the best.
I ended up calling Nick on Sunday and left a message just to say hi and see how he was doing. He called me back and we started talking and decided to hang out yesterday. We had a really good talk, and surprisingly, we're back together and...
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I ended up calling Nick on Sunday and left a message just to say hi and see how he was doing. He called me back and we started talking and decided to hang out yesterday. We had a really good talk, and surprisingly, we're back together and...
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trebo:
*shaking head* I'm not going to tell you that you are doing something stupid. Are you sure that this is the best thing??
Sometimes we concentrate on one star instead of seeing the whole universe. Hope it works out IF this is really what you want.
Sometimes we concentrate on one star instead of seeing the whole universe. Hope it works out IF this is really what you want.
digitalvisual:
You called him? Why didn't he initiate contact first if he really wanted to reconcile? We know where you stand, but as for him...hmmm? 
Did you get the mp3 I sent you?
Did you get the mp3 I sent you?
Ahh the things you remember when you wake up.
Somehow I managed to get drunk off of one white russian and 5 beers. I am pathetic. And this hangover sucks.
Last night 2 creepy dudes (and by creepy I mean old, fat, and with thinning long hair in ponytails in their mid 30's) grabbed me and pulled me in between them at the bar and...
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Somehow I managed to get drunk off of one white russian and 5 beers. I am pathetic. And this hangover sucks.
Last night 2 creepy dudes (and by creepy I mean old, fat, and with thinning long hair in ponytails in their mid 30's) grabbed me and pulled me in between them at the bar and...
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trebo:
Hey You got something against guys in their mid 30's!!?? 
pocketrocket:
like sinatras_doll said, do not go over to his house.
I am eating everything in site because i am drunk.
I had a great night, and I didn't make out with anyone.
I wish I knew where my cat was so I could snuggle her.
Did I mention I am drunk?
Moo.
I still miss jabroni jafuckface. Can you make me stop missing him? I will give you a dollar.
I had a great night, and I didn't make out with anyone.
I wish I knew where my cat was so I could snuggle her.
Did I mention I am drunk?
Moo.
I still miss jabroni jafuckface. Can you make me stop missing him? I will give you a dollar.
carryavengeance:
you won't gorget him...that's the problem...there is no Eternal Sunshine in real life...it would be nice to just delete people tho
Thank god for busy weekends. Today I am headed to the Petersen Auto Gallery to scope out classic cars I will never be able to afford and then off to sushi, and then off to see Digital Underground.
Tomorrow will be spent recovering in pajamas at my friend Karla's house drinking martinis and watching sappy girl flicks and sharing a box of kleenex.
I am...
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Tomorrow will be spent recovering in pajamas at my friend Karla's house drinking martinis and watching sappy girl flicks and sharing a box of kleenex.
I am...
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digitalvisual:
I've got a song you should hear.
You got somewhere I can send an mp3?
You got somewhere I can send an mp3?
lores:
Yes, cars and sushi. This is how all free time should be spent.
I broke the breakers.
Dreamt about Nick again last night. I want him out of my head.
Here's a little story I wrote awhile back...somehow it seems fitting to me today given the mood I'm in.
asthma
Annie is 11 and running. Her feet are hitting the pavement like rain, fast and hard, and her ragged breaths are like thunder. She can't breathe. She is...
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Dreamt about Nick again last night. I want him out of my head.
Here's a little story I wrote awhile back...somehow it seems fitting to me today given the mood I'm in.
asthma
Annie is 11 and running. Her feet are hitting the pavement like rain, fast and hard, and her ragged breaths are like thunder. She can't breathe. She is...
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trebo:
Feeling like Annie huh??
Before it's too late, although I guess it's never too late, thanks for being there for me you guys. I really appreciate it knowing that I've got your support and well wishes- it makes me feel a little better knowing I'm not alone and that people care.
I hope you all had a wonderful Thanksgiving, whether you were with family, friends, or a bottle of...
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The Bajofondo Tango Club. Beautiful.
Me without a drink. Not happy.
Me with a drink + this CD= in heaven.
I am currently dling this from Soulseek, I highly recommend it. Now all I have to do is go buy blank CD's and start burning away.
I think I might go see Spongebob tonight. Or I might get drunk. Maybe I can do both. I...
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Me without a drink. Not happy.
Me with a drink + this CD= in heaven.
I am currently dling this from Soulseek, I highly recommend it. Now all I have to do is go buy blank CD's and start burning away.
I think I might go see Spongebob tonight. Or I might get drunk. Maybe I can do both. I...
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doll_:
MAYBE YOU CAN HELP ME... I NEED NAMES QUICK... TWO BABY KITTENS, ONE A BOY AND ONE A GIRL...SOMEONE CAME UP WITH CALIGULA LOL.. IVE HAD SO MANY ANIMALS WITH COOL NAMES NOW IM ALL COOL NAMED OUT.... 
eazy:
Well u know of a photog...me. Some of my pics r on my site. And if u ever need anyone to sweep u away, call or write me. Good luck with the get overs, they suck.
Nothing is helping me feel better anymore. I miss him so much all I want to do is cry and cry, and there's nothing I can do except wait for it to stop hurting.
Someone send me some patience.
Someone send me some patience.
carryavengeance:
help is on the way!
*rips shirt to reveal the superman outfit*
*rips shirt to reveal the superman outfit*
trebo:
Trust me it will take time. You are a strong woman Vi. When you get tired the way you're feeling, You will quit kicking yourself in the ass and go on. Then you'll ask yourself that age old question "What in the fuck was I doing all this time?
Much
and a
Much
and a I caved in and tried to call him today. His number is either disconnected or he changed it. I guess that is that.
I feel nauseous and sad today. The weather is cold and windy and I want someone to hold me and snuggle me with a blanket.
I want my heart to stop hurting. Also my kidneys, but I did that to myself by...
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I feel nauseous and sad today. The weather is cold and windy and I want someone to hold me and snuggle me with a blanket.
I want my heart to stop hurting. Also my kidneys, but I did that to myself by...
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trebo:
I'm flying out there just to snuggle with you .
Time will heal the wounds on your heart .
Take from that particular relationship what you need and leave the rest.
Hope you feel better
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Time will heal the wounds on your heart
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Take from that particular relationship what you need and leave the rest.
Hope you feel better
doll_:
what an awesome story. you are an incredible writer.
where is that story really coming from.
where is that story really coming from.
xoxo the doll