violencejack

Right. So, I guess I need to stop obsessing over the "let's just be friends" girl. Time to find someone new and responsive. Thing is, I keep saying that without doing it. Maybe I just need to stop talking to her altogether? I feel like that may be the only way I can let go of my feelings for her. I wish I could be...
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I had a really great day with Amanda today. I brought her sushi and a fruit salad I had made with chardonnay. She was scared to eat the sushi, so I ate some first, and then she worked up the courage to eat it. She is a gemini, they are supposed to love new things, so I think challenging her a little did the trick....
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Sitting around the house can get SO freaking boring. I go out to see my friends at work, or wander around the mall, or go see movies, but there is still time to kill. The joys of being mostly unemployed, eh? Maybe I need to start taking lessons in a martial art, that would probably thrill me a little. Dance would also be kinda cool....
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Another miserably boring weekend of sitting in a HMMWV and watching the Bradleys drive around in circles. I R teh tiredzorrz. I need an hour of physical activity (yoga, swimming, sex, etc...) a few pints of guiness and a full night's sleep.

I would like to take this time to hug each and evryone one of you individually and tell you how much I love you. And maybe cop a feel, if that is cool.

Yep. Time to find a girlfriend. Know anybody?

I feel like the pause between exhale and inhale. It's a peaceful moment, but if it stretches too long your lungs start to burn and your muscles twitch in desperation.
I feel closer to her than I have ever been before. We laughed together and she honestly enjoyed my company. She looks at me without fear of making eye contact.
It's so hard not to...
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My Love Mix

Wish You Were Here - Incubus
Because I really do wish she were here, whoever she is. This song is my endless longing for the perfect love.
Wonderwall - Oasis
Because nobody feels about you the way I do.
Wonderful - Adam Ant
Because you are wonderful, and I miss you. This song sounds like me, swept up in sweetness.
Iris -...
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Trying to find that sweet, loving person I prefer to be again. All this drama has taken me to a less pleasant place. I need to channel Edea's impish grin, like the nerdy guy on Alley McBeal channels Barry White. Ya know, whatever happens, I think I am going to be OK. I think that that decent person is who I am, and it would...
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I'm going on a date with a nurse. Hehehe...