violencejack

i learned a lot about women from the cats i've known in my life...so i reckon that i know more about guys because i had a dog as a kid....take it as a compliment...at least she didn't call you a pussy. but then again you are what you eat...

balls to admit to who you are. enjoy it, revel in it, if she's worth her salt, whenever you meet her, she will, too.

i'm prayin' that's how it works, anyway.

today's recommended listening - poe's 'i'm not a virgin anymore.' let me know if you want me to email it to ya. it rocks.

funny - all i know of your appearance is this pic - so it's hard to imagine you gettin a haircut, lol

if you wanna email me your html as txt, i'll look at your list, i love hard coding.. (oh god, did i just admit that?!)

Mmm, nekky.

hey you...

good talkin' to ya, porn star.

Hey sweets! How are you? It's really a small world. I run into people who know people all the way out here!
(niiiice. )
Hugs!

beer beer beer. was it everything you hoped for and more?

lol - i was headin home by then myself - though... somewhat ripped. the dangers of a monday night.

my love got drunk dialed, but he took it well.

and i slept 9 hours straight, without even rollin over i think

Sweet pics but I want something with a less defined outline for that spot. They're both ancient symbols that signify life force, the will to create, but that's kind of incidental to me... I'm more interested in the aesthetic, really - too many idgits running around with their high scool mascots tattooed on them, or stuck with something that has no meaning anymore and they now just think it looks silly. I'd be WAY to prone to doing that - going for meaning and hating it later - so I just want the ornamentation. I guess it'd be kind of like Klimt getting some of his decorative ornamentation theme on himself but not tattooing a whole painting on there, if that makes any sense...

My boy is home right now but to be deployed in June. Boots on the ground June 1st. We live in Wiesbaden Germany and it's quite lovely. The beer ROCKS. WHat have you been up to?

okay - just scrollin through librarian's journal i know way more about you!!!

She did a fine job, it was just a bit scary at first. I'm sure you could do as well if that's what you wanted to do.

I do feel grumpy at times, but my life is not without joy. You can rest easy.

Vacations are always nice. I don't really miss working even though I miss getting paid.

Well, I ALWAYS wear heels. My long-term ex-bf is 6'5" so it's familiar. Hard to find jeans, though.

No sarcasm here.

damn, that's some offer!

free as in not busy? very much so... free in a way that would do you any good in that endeavor? not so much...

Well, beats dressing up in camo and shooting people. At least, it would for me. Not sure I have the balls for that.

He's 34, actually. I generally refer to myself as a girl.

one of the things desperately lacking in our 'modern' and 'free' society is a structure that makes it clear what expectations are and supports you in meeting them... i think men suffer particularly from this cruelty, as women have developed informal systems to try and fill the void.

dunno... go hunting, or get a tattoo, or break something, i guess... or just fuck someone through the floor - that's usually a good way to get your mind off this shit.